Depressed...

I'm having a hard time dealing with being far away from family the past few days. I'm really down. And to tell you the truth, I don't want Dylan to wake up. Cause I'm so down I'll drag him down and I'd just rather he sleep. He's happier that way. I'm so depressed. All I want right now is to just be able to hug my mom and to sit down and pet a kitty. I'm so fucking lonely it's crazy. I never knew being surrounded by hundreds of thousands of people in a city could make you feel so damn lonely.